life is so unpredictable...

theres aso this person...

i canot stop thinking abt her..

evrytime i turn ard...i fall down coz i think of her...

school...............

can die

screww history...

fuck science...

maths okokok....

i really like u...:(...

but..

honestly..

i cant do much...

staring outside now...

raining abit...

looks like gona rain alot

....

idk wat to do now...kk...bye

can sleep...

want to sleep...

like rarely blog...

but when blog onli...

like damn nice...

fun sia..:)

i love u baby....

random..

damn sleepy...

wah vs damn fucking far sia...

since when i listen JB!?!?!??!

nvm...

god will understand..

today..

no one came for arab...

as in vs people..

wait..

got..

me and sappudin...

the madrasah guy/...

then like shit sia..

do practically nothing there..

:(...

pfft...sory not my prob...

nitez..

PS:i nid u in my life real bad...:(

been damn long since i blog...

wazzup ppl...

like been bord to death...

ever since finish bdiv..

training still intensive...

not that bad actually..

doing ok...

in work that is...

had some heart filling moments this year...

and some breaking too...

but heopfully..

can last thru the year lah..

but then aso...

missed my primary school frens..

dunno wat the do now..

look like..

some canot even remember the school..

but nevermind it..

um..

aso..

walao..

got this new feeling..

dunno how to put it..

infatuation i guess...

but...

its something more..

i think its wat puberty and sec school..

can do to a person...

its ok tho...

the feelings nice...

like u dun wan to let it go...

i cant help saying that...

ive had this feeling since primary school...

and it jus keeps on adding on and on and on...

and on...

etc...

etc...

and now..

im beginning to feel that...

theres no one in this world thats...

um..

how wud i say it...

err......

perfect as her??!??

yah...

thats the correct term for it...

but till now...

i jus cant seem to get it done correctly...

oh well...

the world wont stop spinning jus for me...

will it????????????

anyways...

blah...blah...blah...

um...

been facebooking like hell..

lately...

dunno y tho...

kinda bored...

but then...

who isnt...

want to buy new floorball and hockey stick...

tt10...

and aso...

the fatpipe...

curve i think...

its nice ...

its curved..

:X:P

um...

its good??

anyways..

playd against an auzzy team yesterday...

hockey it was...

kinda fun...

drew 2-2..

yog won 4-1...

so in other words...

not bad ah...

cud hav won...

but fadzly...

dunno how...

miss trap i think...

then the stupid ball go in...

but then...

second goal my fault...

btw...

didnt play outfield...

coz syafiq injured...

so play keeper..

back to story..

stop short corner...

then stop shot..

they take rebound...

like wan to kill sumone sia...

walao..

two ppl..

go clash for one ball..

then like not worried about stick sia..

scray summore..

the damn big...

like bigger then me..

but they onli like 13/14/15/16....

bloody hell..

scray sia...

the CB...

walao...

like giant...

but overall...

not bad...

over passage of play...

solid..

then aso the goals..

we scored...

walao...

sweet...

sexy...

beautiful...

can make it...

anything u name aso there...

walao...

love the game..

i tell u...

we paly like that...

for any...

other game...

confirm win...

like hell...

fun ah...

oh wait..

4got to meantion..

saved short corner...

top corner seh...

not bad ah this outfield anyhow keeper..

:P:P:P

but like...

now..

been going gym..

for the past..

um...

2 months...

been working out consistently...

alot ppl always skip gym..

dunno y...

they suck$%^&*

but its ok...

its for myself wat.

not for them...

like...

now like...

um...

sleepy..

tired...

resless..

wet...

wan to bathe....

ohyah...

skipped floorball..

tired lah...

tmrw...

full day off...

baik ah mr loh...

cricket aso won RI...

good sia..

hopefully get another one...

like that..

damn lucky sia...

anyone play mousehunt...

im of nid of alot of money...

havent even got enuf to pay ppl back...

ohyah...

legendary...

not bad rite..

mafia wars aso...

y m i actually playing these games..

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways..

gota go bathe...

lazy to type anymore...

next time say lah..

chowzzzzzz

really long time...like now...

sec 3 already...

like dam sad sia...

good bye shorts...

HELLO long pants...

now aiming 1st in class...

wanted to b monitor...

but...

let others first lah...

eh...how arh...

my studies...

u think can make it arh...

wah like nothing to say...

um...

i B div floorball...

same for hockey...facebook still usin...

still no phone...

damn sad sia...

wah...

now got a lot of frens...

old ones too..

still playing mafia wars...and mousehunt...

freaking slow...

now 3e already....

um wat else...

big enuf...

matured...

got pluerk or something like that.. lah..

go see my side...

aso got wat arh...

um...daddy aso now working again...

yalah he quit the lehman bros...

now he got his own companies...

3 summore...

then wat arh...

um...my piano grade almost finishing aso...

next time lah...

this year canot blog so late already....coz got homework...

so nitez people...

like long time never blog..rite???;)

then also coz got exam...

wah been mugging like shit...

like wan to die....

then also..

because everything like jialiat liao..

coz like exam can do..

but never sleep for a few days...

wah can die..

then also...

last friday was first paper..

it was english compo...

was damn easy but then wrote a damn nice compo about a guy reunite with father...

ok..

too mushy lah..

but i felt it was a good piece of writing..

never sleep properly yesterday nite...

sorry...never blog for so long...

shudnt be doing this but...

nvm...

so like yesterday had to finish the bear for home ecs...

like damn cute sia the bear...

like sowed a couple of buttons and this and that on the bear...

like ahhhhhh.....cute like hell...

my very own bear...

never sleep properly last nite coz do the bear....

then like in school damn sleepy...

canot sleep coz like...

sat rite in front of teacher...

exam seats already....

i know pressure...

exam this friday...

nasib english paper 1 onli...

then can go home...:P...

haha...

well like this hari raye...

nothing much...

never jalan...:(

then never collect $$$$$$...:(

sad sia...

alot of things come and go...

learn new songs...

like almost all emo...

actually...

everything emo...

then like sunday....

went class...

slack like hell...

learn maths lah...

but like...

who gives hell lah....

at least we study and learn together as a class...

well like when go home...

people started coming...

lazy....

stayed in the room...

then went to play com in parents room...

cudnt go lan...

stupid lah...

xD
anyways it was like...

1..

2..

no 3...

5 lah...

5 families came...

so little rite??

never get more $$$$$$....

cash flow damn little this year....then like also its the exams that r the problem....

so like psle like every1 kena then like streaming.....

emotional discretion for me....

y..

coz like everything i do almost emo...

i think..

almost ah...

anyways gotta go study 4 exams....

mugging like hell...

scared fail....

so like nitez people...

:(