like times 10...10..10..

shit sia today..

sorry never blog...

no time lah....

not that free...

couldnt get time to do it....

anyways....pissed so many people today...=(
like seriously...=(

OMG->

like about every1 i meet....

including Mac's staff...

bought a few burgers today...

spamming macs....long time never eat....about 1 month++++....

and also Hari raya...

dont seem much this year...

dono y...

mayb its the exams...

or the festive mood of the people...

but the factor is that its getting harder to see people on the streets anymore....

y...

coz...

um....

well..

haiz...

nvm...

so like last floorball training last wednesday...

and arab like no more until exams....

and like exams super damn close...

and no moe opw...

left reflections actually...

and AHHHHHH!!!!..

so many things going on this term....

and like no time to sleep...

or rest..

or eat properly...

or drink...

well like today...math klas...pissed farhanny...

sorry girl...=(

didnt mean it..

main2 aje..

ingat u ade mood...

sorry lah...

i also this few weeks no mood...

go cut myself abit...

abit more...

abiiiiittt...MORE!!!

ok...=alot...=)

i know im not supposed to do that but like hey..

what m i supposed to do when im emo...-.-"

play piano...

ok that sounds better but..

but..

ok i give up...

and agame jus now....

pfft...

collect the 15 bucks...

wat i did 2 get the $$$$$

give out famflets during fasting month...

shiok sia..

get money...

ah money....speaking of the devil..

never knew hari raye could be so generous...

got about 200$$$$$ on first day..

wah damn sleepy already...

tomorow got school...

so like got the money then buy burger again...

actually first then bought burger again jus now...

bought new shoes...

nice sia...nike..

so like ...

hmwk...

complete abit lah..

can take the stress...

tired..

sleepy...

stressed out..

anxious...

emo...

blanked...

.........................

etc..etc...

soon to give up...

streaming year..

going take about 10 sebs next year...

die sia..

seriously...

DIE->no life...

guarentee 1..

die..die...die..

then got like 4 familys came today....didnt go out collect $$$$$

stayed in the room like a good dog....

oooppss..

i mean BOY...=)

then also..

i like haiz...no comments..

lookin at stars rite now...

they damn pretty...

sparkling..

shiny...

remind me of some1 special...

sobss...sobss...

oooopsss..crying...

i emo...this few days....weeks...close 2 2 months...

well like go school...

study...

play soccer...

come back home...

do hmwk...

study summore...

read textbook..

sleep..

repeat....

for the rest of the year for the next 7 years of life inclusive of uni..

nothing else to talk...

wow the stars .......

it really brings me back to the time im jus lookin into the precious eyes of some1...

haiz....it really...makes the night special...

made my night special...

haaaa....so cooling..

so relaxing...

then the pattern in the sky....

wow....

=(

sobssss...

shit.....

im crying again...

don wana talk no more....nights people...

sorry no PS for tonite..

=)

=(

=/

sobsss->nitez people...

sorry didnt get to blog for 2 days...

went to malaysia...

got house there..

so went there on sat...

then enjoyed time with family...

and cousins and all...

still fastin...

last day..=)

but then sad coz no more fasting for 1 year..

ok well we had a lot of fun there...

i slept damnlong in the day coz very tired on friday came home late coz of EMD...

oh yah EMD...

EMD rocked...

EMCEES>rock on sanjiv...

then our performance.....

solid sia..

hadi sing..WHOOOHOO!!>>>nice sia..

then got school band and got choir and got magic trick...

got beat-boxing...>.<"

cannot say...later like damn bad...=(

so it was like super chio...

then got break in the middle..but drinks and stuff...

got to meet fwens...

got comments...

blablabla...=)

so it continued...with the band...

etcetc...like thats all...

thought chia wasnt going to be there...

and Mr Loh also..

but they all turned up...no comments...=)

so came back late at night ....

left the thing at around 10+++

took bus to Bedok...

wanted to take bus home...

but then got money might aswell take taxi...

wah reached home at 11.30...

cos $19.80....

but then heng ah got 20 bucks in wallet..

so like damn lucky lah..

went up put things down..

took a plate of noodles...

took 3 bites...

then slept at the living room couch until about 5+++

coz parents woke me up..

never finish noodles coz never sahur...

=)
like damn hungry lah on saturday...

went johor..

then there met cousins..

slept for long time..

coz nothing better to do..

tv network also not good..

canot pick up OK#TO...

so like sleep lah..

so went to JUSCO...

bought alot of food...

ALOT!!..of food..

then break fast like no tomorrow...

got rendang...got ketupat...

got lontong..

got ayam goreng...

wah damn shiok lah we eat...

then go surau near house got takbir..and all..

so like got free bandong...=)

then on Sunday...

people came...

and came..

and came...

3 times only coz we all slacking at home...xD

yalah then at night left for grandmothers house...

couldnt sleep in the car even though got aircon damn high..

coz sleep already in the day..

im a night bird prefering night to day..

coz cooler and all but actually its bcoz...

idk...=(

anyways...

today gotta go visit people later..

so like so many things to do today...

got to prepare food for people coming...

then like must change clothes...

and got to prepare things for school tomorw..

but then also got to go peoples house..

....etc...etc...

so like gotta go prepare my costume for later...

so bye..

PS:im still trying to avoid people i hate..=(

donno y though...

but its starting to work out fine...

well..today was kind of a cockup day...

didnt get to sleep well last night...

slept at about 3...

then mum also tired...

4got to wake up whole family...

so never sahur...=(

then go to school like damn sleepy...

saw chia...

but counsellor say dont panic...

face your fears...

then got art...

wah 1st lesson already in com lab....

damn shiok coz got aircon...

then muz take photo of us...

he put facebook already...

got see ah..

then history wah....damn sian eh...

like never eat in morning then go in aircon like wan to sleep...

then kena 1 boring teacher but good lah...

we watch video but then he talk in class like wah want to sleep...

ZzZzZzzzzzzz.....

but then recess...

play soccer with 2d again coz 2a never play no more...

dono why...

wah fun sia...but playing with socks on the field damn slippery....=P

like sliding everywhere on the field...fun..

then was mother tongue..

wow...fun ah..

got presentation....

malay project....

about some wira thingy...(wira=hero)

not fair...

wanted to present then kena rejected coz...

powerpoint in vista 07 not xp....

then like damn pissed off...=(

so like had to wait for everything to finish...

then go back class...

got english...

dono y maran long time no teach us...

anyways....got emd rehearsal actually....but then 4 the choir and band and drama pratise not our band...

the whole day sleepy...-.-"

coz never sleep properly last night...

wah then go arabic class...

go take mrt...

never follow muz...

reached first..

muz supposed to meet HS....but then he kena pangseh...coz HS 4got about him...

then in mosque....bathe in cubicle....

damn nice sia..

the water like ice water...then soap like wash dirt off me like damn cooling and refreshing...

then stay in mosque until Asar....

Muz canot stop playing DM with me....

he like addicted...

keep asking for rematch...even though i won 3++ times...

then got to class...

then finally got my well-waited SJI badge...=P..lols...

wah damn sleepy in class....like wana sleep...then go home at about 6+++....

reached home at 7......

couldnt wait for buker damn hungry and thirsty...

so like doing homewrok now...so like gotta go..

nitez everyone...!!

wow...today was a really unexpected turn of events...

got up at 5 as usual but then didnt sleep for the first time...

then got to school...

assembly at the parade square...

then i went back to class...

got maths..

boring...but recap stuff...so quite fun..lah..

then english..haha...i like pissed off Ms Koo coz i changed my schedule...

my oral schedule to wednesday..

then recess...no 2a people played soccer...

so play with 2d again...

enjoyable coz like they all like got n2 when playing together..

then got science....

Ms Ricca came in...WHEEEEWEETT...

Hadi was like jusmping for no apparent reason...

so like then it was music..

we watcha short clip on he nutcracker...

but the orchestra only lah...coz we learning about dancing and stuff...

then supposed got opw...

but finished..

so like hashimah took over....

then the home-ecs room was like so damn crowded....

coz like all those sec 2s who like wana come for home ecs...came...

so it was like a market....

damn noisy.

damn sticky..

hot lah.

then released early coz need to see counsellor...

yalah...

you heard that rite..

kena counselling...=)

no lah...not good thing but...

it was fun though...

coz got to express myself finally to an adult....

then told her every thing that happen...

from kena scolded to Mr Chia office and all...

so like reached annahdhah...like damn late...

went toilet..

then bathe and all..

came out only azan....

like damn sway sia..

.not sway lah...but then...like didnt keep track of time...

must improve on that..

so like went arab class...then got marks for ca3...can lah..

around b3 a2..there lah..

can lah..

not that good but can improve...=)

cmon haziq jia you..

anyways....bought 2 litre rootbeer..

stuffing myself with it.

trying to get over the fact that ive finally gave up on my "dream"...

and that almost every1 who knows...says its for the better of all not just me......

so like damn emo...

damn sad...

like canot tahan...want suicude but canot lah...

stupid or stupid...

so like anything i can change ill change and be better...

so like nitez to u all....

and remember...dont give up on ur dreams as easily as me...=(

i cannot take it no more...

i dont think these people can like support how i feel for them no more..

and also like to day was the first day of term 4..

so like havent get use yet to going back to school..

but nevermind..

thought i lost my text book somewhere ....over the rainbow...

but luckily found it under the table...when harri passed it to me..

wah heng ah...today is the 6th last day fasting...

sad..sia..this fasting month has the greatest lesson to be learned..

why...coz...alot of events happen..

alot of events that really teach me to value life...

to learn that life is unfair...

to learn that life is a rollercoaster ride and not a smooth car ride..

to learn that life is a difficult and that only the fittest will survive...

and that the most important of all...

to learn that nothing comes free in life...=(

this really...

is wat i truly feel is the important factors in life..

so anyways...

woke up normally...at 4+++...got ready for sahur...

then slept...again..cannot take it coz tired..

and then got to school..wah tired sia...first day of school...and monday somemore..:)

but then when got to school assembly was in classroom....

why...coz of the H1N1....

must take temperature...wah...damn sian ah...

heng ah brought my thermometer..

but then started lesson then ms shyamira teach abit then left...dono why though..

then malay...marliana datang lambat...

for reading period...best lah...

then recess...no one came down for soccer...so had to play with 2D....and accidently kicked ball out of school...climbed the fence..oops..xD

but then malay cikgu also came late again coz of O'levels....but nvm we had fun...

why...coz we play poker kat class...

shiok...

then got science....funlah...slack like hell...=)

supposed to be bio...

but then KOH came in...teach physics...

but can also lah...quite...simple i wud say...

then maths...wah...like scary eh..

the teacher going to scold me...sia...coz i taking down notez...like colouring paper sia..

but after clas...wen fo hockey training...got sec 1s only...but not all sec 1s...

finally got to meat weijie...=)

then stayed until about 4+++

suppsosed got maths class...but then dont have dono why...

then go muz house...

nie sia slack like helll...did nothing much...

went home bought rootbeer float....wah nice sia...

spilled some ....then got off and go into shuttle bus..

arrived home late but nvm...wah now like want to go sleep so like end of blog...nitez..:)

today was really stressfull...

why??...

because i am so confused as to why so many people wants me to give up on my dreams...

ok not dreams...but what i've been working for so long...

i cant just give up just like that...i must keep on going but....

=(...anyways...today woke up at 8++...played piano abit...

then did my project..art...

wah...so damn diff sia...the converting of vids...from one form to another like hell..

then got the inserting of sounds...and other applications...

like crap sia...

damn difficult..

but then lucky no madrasah or else i dia sia the project....last day of holidays...=(..

but must work hard from now for EOYs...

take about 10 subs...lah...shud be ok coz...got 3rd lang...

they say going middle east next year...:)

but pay by edusave...can lah..

so like gotta go tuition at just now...

damn shiok sia maths....

the teacher viki rox sia..

he keep talking about somne fren last time...now transexual...

guy become girl...

wah siao ah...

anyways...came back at 4+++...dad say gotta cut hair but i didnt want...

coz looked better with hair...(i think)

then got home continue with com...

until about 7...on the dot..

coz gotta break fast..

then went for terawih at ahmad ibrahim...

wah...had to give out flyers...from agama class...

then go home...start to do work again..:)..

but then do work now..blogging...so like end of story...

PS:....im still deciding whether to give up on my dreams or not..

but ive worked hard for it...and now im like so %^&*(ing close to getting it...then almost all my frens and close people ask me give up...:(im like...(no comments...)..i..dont know what to do...:(

but ive been praying to god to help me..

well thats all folks...pray for god to lead me on the right path..

im kinda lost rite now..

so im....haah..nvm..nitez every1...

until now havent even finish work sia....

went Muz house jus now in the morning.....wah reach there like 7.50....

left home at about 6+++...

read book in bus 969 on the way to tampines..from woodlands...

walk to house after taking MRT to Simei....sian lah...walk damn far...never expected to sweat...

too bad lah...sweating like dog when reach...

so like started working at house until about 12.15...lah..then i jack muz...

he thought i chow go downstairs so fast...lah...

actually standing watching people play street soccer...:P

then went to bus stop going to mosque for friday prayers...

then muz never bring wallet ...wth sia...

like wasted 15 mins waiting for him at the bus stop to go ghufran..

lucky he smart enuf to bring umbrella...

coz raining like shit sia just now...

We both met nodin and hakim and zhafirin....at mosque...

all kena wet outside the mosque...

coz inside full...thought that sit outside nothing happen...

they put canvas like the one sheltering pasar malam one...

wah wet sia we all kena..

like we all praying in rain sia..

how can concentrate..but for god of course can lah...

but then went tampines mall and tampines 1 and interchange...

coz muz got idea of buying new bag...

so bring along hakim...lead us to different place...he know got nice bags...

then i kena persuade buy for myself also...

actually muz dont want go shopping coz got project but...

anyways...my bag also old..then kena rain so wet..

so yah bought new bag also..quite nice actually...

then go take 38 got back muz house...

wanted to but met zhafir on the way...he going eastpoint challenger...

so we all follow...coz muz and hakim house all near...

Then go for fun lah..see see only...

then zhafir had to go home coz the item he wanted damn EX:P..

but then hakim had to go NTUC...then go home...

so say good bye...then go back muz house..

didnt know ikea coming coz muz parents bought new TV...plasma or LCD...IDK>>>IDC..:P

but then continue project...

wah we work like damn sian eh....actually we were working quite hard...

then came the part must put in com coz animation...

then i dont know how i slept while sitting on chair coz like damn tired...

then clock like 6+++ already must go home..

so muz like rushing to put thing in com but then in the end jus gave me the bloody drive...

So like in the train...got these 4 ang mor girls...

damn funny sia...

got the accent ....then they all dance in the train like nobody business...:D

damn funny...cannot take it...wanted to laugh in train ...

but must hold back later kena like slapping or something...

but then like reached home around 7.30...

lucky breakfast by buying drink at MRT station...

so like yah...now doing project....

and now blogging...so like tired like hell...

but wat to do..

ok folks thats all for now...

NITEZ!!....

PS:...i still dont know wat to do to ask some one..:/

still not sure to ask or not..:(

give up better..:(

watever...nitez..:)

too many things to do during holidays...

like no life ..no....um...i mean the school holidays dont feel like a holiday..:)..but..
i never give in to pressure...so yah...

preference to relaxation actually but...its ok..today was ok...supposed to go malaysia but slept for about 3 hours inthe afternoon until about 4+++....

but then found out that family had gone malaysia without me..

but then got to slack at home finally...

played piano for 1 hour..damn shiok sia...finish grade 7..now learning pop songs...

but family reached home around 6.30..so have to get ready for buker...
now sick for god knows how long already..

but recovering soon...coz im a tough boy..:D

but blogging rocks man ...get to see wat people write and all...

and get to chat and visit facebook with friends..:)

but seriosly...its like my parents dont let me use com for no reason sia...like damn unfair lah...

but then its like"for the greater good of mankind.."

but then...ok...

too many but thens...

so yah...anyways...yester muz came over...fun sia..

we spam com..

but ....wait...he arrived at about 10...coz i got piano class at 8++...

nice sia get t learn new songs but then teacher jakun and take my new piano score...

but then muz came over at about 10 then started to do work...

he brought his own com..

tried to link to my house wireless...

but then com...

cannot connect to internet...:)..

then parents send him to woodlands interchange...

got class at 4.30 until 6.30 ....

but then kena lagg...coz teacher show new method...:) can lah...

nothing else to say...bye 4 now...:P